Friday, October 14, 2011

How Do You Run a Half Marathon!??

For years, I have focused on running 13.1. To date, I have completed 5 half marathons.  I know this is not a ton of half marathons but in between those I have been constantly keeping up that 13.1 training plan and running some other smaller races here or there. I know, again, not ton, but enough to keep me on my toes and know how to run and pace a half marathon. 

This weekend I will be running the Bay State Half Marathon.  When I spoke with the Coach/PT about it on Wednesday, the conversation went something like this

Me: So Bay State Half on Sunday, should I run it at marathon pace, 9 something
PT: No you should race it
Me: So run, faster?
PT:  Yes, try for negative spilts with your first three miles still being the slowest
Me (in shock): Wait, you actually want me to run the second 6.5 faster than the first
PT: Yes (thinking, that is what I just said, didn't you go to law school)
Me (still in shock):  OK (thinking YIPPIE!!!! uh...wait how do I run a half marathon fast)

If you have been reading my blog, you know that my PT/Coach does not like to be too open about pacing and rather would like to tell me in this omnious fashion to do my best, which, of course, drives my Type A personality crazy.  You can imagine my shock when he actually gave me some semblance of a plan.  Actually, I got down right excited and began tweeting with the Running Buddy to see if we can run it together = FAIL. Running Buddy is uhhh....super, duper fast and spit out pace times that made me laugh.  She is going to rock.  Unfortunately, for me, I won't be by her side, but rather 20 minutes behind her, if I am lucky.

So the next logical thought in my mind was what pace can I actually run this half marathon at.  Back when, I knew what I was pacing for, I was practicing these runs, I understood these runs.  But as of late, my runs have been either long, very very short speed blips, or 4 or 5 miles with serious hills.  Equal, I have NO clue where that leaves me. 

My first thought was to go out and try 8:20, 8:15 to get to 8s for the first half of the course and try somewhere under 8 for the second half of the course.  But with this week's speedwork, not really sure if that is a possibility. 


Ultimately, shocking as it is, I am going to go on feel.  Thinking back on it, my PR a year and a half ago at the Rutgers Half Marathon was on feel.  I remember at Mile 2 looking at my watch and seeing 8:30, at the time, that seemed like way tooo fast.  I tried to slow it down, because 8:30 was suppose to be my time for the overall course, but my legs were not having it.  They were happy and wanted to run, so I let them.  I don't think the smile ever left my face for that race (but I may or may not be having runner's amnesia).  I ended up with a nice PR but like 13 minutes, take that Disney World (my previous half)!  Yes, I did go in with a plan but then my legs took it away.   Fast forward a year, same thing.  Came in with a plan but my legs said Hahahah NO!  We hate you today.  The result I need to stop.  I have a general plan, some general thoughts but in the end it does not matter.  My legs are going to do what they want, when they want, and I am just along for the ride. So here we go....

Aaron and I post Rutgers (no fun race shirt just yet)

Good luck to everyone racing this weekend!!! What are your plans? How do you run a half marathon?

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Fall Friday - A Post for Mom

The winner of the brunch is Mdasse02! Email me!! Congrats :)

I am so excited to share this post with you all today because it is absolutely my favorite fall story and about to be my favorite holiday of the year! That is right, tomorrow October 15th is a holiday! Did you miss that one on your calendar because it is on mine.  In my house, ever since I was young October 15th was the most important holiday of the year and I wanted to share with you why.

When my mother was a young girl, she did the most intelligent thing ever, she created her own holiday.  The legend is that one day she woke up, walked downstairs, and told her parents, Today is my favorite day of the year. The leaves are changing, it is beautiful out, it is my favorite day of the year.  Pretty genuis right?  She in essence created her own holiday.   Since that time, my family has celebrated October 15th just as if it were a national holiday.  We buy a cake and get cards and presents for my mom (speaking of which my card seems like it will be a little late eekk sorry mom!, dad go buy one for me and make it look like it is from me ooops).  Even my mom's friends would send her cards and buy her presents.  Don't you wish you thought of this?

October 15th Pumpkin!

Fast foward, a few years, and you have me up in college in Boston realizing how much more amazing Fall is in New England than New Jersey (sorry New Jerseyites, but it is true).  I still wanted to celebrate October 15th but I was too busy with school, so instead I would go celebrate by going out with family in the area and the hubby for Chinese food, my mom's favorite (don't even try to ask her to try her dish, nope, no sharing for this lady). But last year, I was finally DONE with school so I innocently asked my husband if we could have an October 15th Party = this....


Guess who made this - not me! The husband! 


I loveeee LEAVES!

This year, now that we have moved into a house, I have made no exception. Yes, I may be racing a half marathon the next day, but it is October 15th people and I intend to party like it is 1999 (did I really just say that...sorry).  So Saturday night we have 35 of our closest friends coming to celebrate the best day of the year (clearly) and I can't wait, bring it on.  The house is decorated, the pie is in the oven (ok not really, but we will be having ice cream cake), and pumpkin carving is underway, so let's hear if for October 15th! Bring it on :) :)

Happy October 15th!  Anyone have their own holiday? Would you like to adopt this one?  It is totally open to all to celebrate :)

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

In the Name of the 26.2 & A Quick Boston Friendly Giveaway

Regardless of the fact that I have been downing tea and nuun (speaking of which, giveaway on this to come), I have not been 100% with it.  I am hoping that these past two days are my sick taper time and that I will get through this and be ready for the marathon (knock on wood).  In talking to others about this, it seems like I am not alone in crashing after their big 20 miler or other long run (whatever that number may be).  While I never want to hear that others are sick, I am glad I am not alone.  But this little blip on the radar has made me sit up and take notice.  Lately, I have been juggling a million balls in the air and have been waiting for one of them to drop. I am managing VP of Programming for my Temple Sisterhood (with two big events coming), Christmas in the City (more on this later), a large house party on Saturday night, a full time job, and oh yea, lets not forget about marathon training.  Besides all this, I have kept our social calendar full. 

Coming back from our trip to NJ this weekend, I knew somewhere down deep that things had to change, at least for the next few weeks.  I spoke about this earlier on my blog, but I am committed to my 26.2.  And as much as I don't want to send selfish or snobby, that is my goal right now and if it means giving up other things in the meantime, that is how it is going to be.  I am not going to shy away from my responsibilities and commitments that I have already but there are other things that have had to give.  Thus last night's massage, no matter how much I wanted it, had to be canceled.  Tomorrow's dinner date is tentative and our temple Sukkah event Friday night is a no go.  Yup, I had us scheduled going out doing something every night this week. So far I am 0 for 2.  Pretty good hmm?  Tonight, I am suppose to go to a meeting.  I feel bad because I have missed the past few meetings but if I go I will get home pretty late and I am just not feeling so well.  These sort of things just get to me.  I want to be responsible, make sure I do what I have committed to but on the flip side I am pretty much married in commitment to 26.2 and thus I may just not get there.

It is pretty much my fault that I have been a little bit overly ambitious lately and excited to have all this time post law school, but now is the time to readjust and realize that getting to 26.2 is not just about logging miles or spelling out nutrition plans or making play lists.  It is also about changes in your own life - it is making sacrifices, staying in, sleeping more.  I knew this was true all along.  But this point, the changing your other normal commitments in your day-to-day world has just really started to hit home...so I am sorry to everyone who is suffering because of me, I promise I will resume some sense of normality (whatever that means soon enough).

Speaking of which, I am running the Bay State Half Marathon on Sunday.  Genuis that I am, I have a party at my house with ooo 40 people the night before (no problem).  I also have scheduled myself into this awesome blogger brunch at 10:30 a.m. after the race and a trip to a megamaze the day of the race.  Uhhh...Steph, really? Have you not just read your own post?  Needless to say, I have known for some time that I may not make the brunch but I have been putting this off because I really really really wanted to go. This thing is going to be amazing.  Today, cemented it though, I just won't be able to do both.  I can't get to the brunch by 10:30 if the race starts at 8:30 - I am just not that fast people.

But what is bad news for me, is good news for you!!! I am giving away my brunch ticket. 

SUNDAY'S BOSTON BRUNCH GIVEAWAY
So this is not just any brunch, but a Boston Bruncher Brunch commerating their one year event.  Do you live in Boston? If you do and you have not heard of this, you are doing yourself a disjustice. This group is the coolest - mainly you meet other bloggers, go for brunch and get to try out the must eclusive restaurants and many times for free. Ohh and there are lots of other free prizes and goodie bags too.  The one coming up is going to top it all.  It is at the Island Creek Oyster Bar, on Sunday October 16th at 10:30.  So for free you get this amazing brunch (french toast, yes, muffins, yes!) and by the way you get this amazing goodie bag and have the chance to win a ton of prizes!  This thing is sponsored by everyone - Boston Ballet, Eversave, Pretzel Crisps, Pinkberry, Stonyfield Farm and more!!!  Seriously, I am sooo bummed, but then again, marathon training!

So what do you have to win this thing...I am not going to make it hard for you all. This is a quick giveaway. I have to pick someone by Friday morning.  Just leave me a comment.  Tell me some good hydration and fuel tips as I bonked at my last attempt and your in and that's it.  Also, if you want to increase your chances or just want to chat with me, tell me have you made some sacrifices in the name of 26.2?

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Part II - Hugging the Pavement

So where did we leave off...oh right, turning that dreaded corner.  Well, I got lucky, no hill, but we did make our second turn and it just seemed to go on forever.....  Soon enough, but not really that soon, I saw the finish!  Geez the finish line could not have been farther away. In reality, it had to be only .20 of  a mile but it seemed like foreverrrr!!

Here I go! Look at me shuffle!

Then it was over (not to be mellow dramatic or anything like that).  I crossed the finish line and was ready to pass out, I started to walk and pretty much keeled over, holding the rope for support...There were great volunteers and one boy (who was probably 13, not that I should talk I got carded for buying a lottery ticket last weekend) started walking with me, asking me if I was ok, and what did I need - this was awesome.  I managed to gasp water.  I then shuffled in a haze over to a white tent (one tent away from the medical tent, way to go Steph you could not have made it two more steps?) except this was not the medical tent but the massage tent (what can I say...I live for massages?) and proceeded to lie down, yes lie down on the pavement.  I felt soooo bad.  I thought I was going to pass out (don't worry Grandma, I am alive, did not pass out, stop freaking out. It is ok).  I must have stayed there for ooo 45 minutes during which I laid on a pillow full of ice (amazing) and had ice chips.

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Can you click on this and tell me what is on my nose?


Eventually, I made it the two steps to the medical tent and they hosed me down and gave me a sugar cookie, which I ate while being hosed down (probably not the wisest of things to do).  This resulted in the best soaked sugar cookie ever! I was soo sad when there was no more.


Wet!!

From there, I made my way back to my "bed" (i.e., the floor) in the massage tent and waited, oh just an hour plus for a massage (told you I live for them).  But  I could not move, I could not stretch and it took me like two hours to eat two bags of pretzels so I could care less as far as I was concerned, the pavement was a Westin bed.  I did, however, feel awful that my dad and Aaron had to wait, but I was no shape to get in a car anyhow, unfortunately.

As I started to come back to life, I realized how bad the heat had hit others. It seriously looked like a war zone.  I thought I was bad, but there were so many people worse off around me getting hosed down, getting treated by the paramedics, suffering from awful cramps...I asked my dad later who the hell thought of starting this race at 10:30 anyway, he remarked "A non-runner."  True Dad.  Very true.

Ultimately, I got my massage, well worth the wait.  Started to become normal again, and we jumped (also known as my waddle) in the car for a grueling, traffic filled ride home. Upon arriving home, I knew I had not eaten nearly enough, so we order a silician pizza and went for icecream.  I was stuffed, but given the days activities probably really needed more, which is why as of yesterday at 9 a.m. (a.k.a "the day after") and I have already eaten my 10 a.m. snack with breakfast at 8 a.m. ooops?!?  I also, uhh, how do I put this, missed the whole shower thing.  Are you offiically never reading this blog again?  Yes, I am totally the grossest person ever and fell asleep before showering after the race..  Its not my fault I promise, just like the stretching, sometimes other things like lying on the pavement, come first.  You know how it is.  I am all showered now, don't worry!

So what can I take from all this? I realized after the race that for most of the end of the race it was not the pain that killed me but the lack of hydration.  My hip actually cooperated pretty well and it was only my quads that hurt most on race day as well as a side stitch, I will take it...?  Hydration I can and will learn from.  This was probably the hottest day I have run all summer minus the 15 mile humidity day with Liz in D.C.  So if I did not learn then, I have learned now - hot equals hydrate hydrate hydrate, and then when you think you are hydrated, hydrate some more.  Also carry Gatorade.  While I love nuun, it does not give the carbs you need when you just can't eat anymore.  At Mile 15, I tried more Shot Bloks but my body was not having it. Had I had Gatorade, it would have provided much needed relief, I think?  They did have Gatorade on the course, but Lemon-Lime and ugh that stuff makes me want to puke. 

Otherwise, the big thing I am still trying to learn from is post-race how to recoop the best.  Post-race does not lend to my massive stretching, ice bath, and relax routine which means today I am totally out of it and still sore.  Hmmm...yea...any advice?

Final stats: 20 miles - 3:16 mins
18 miler: 2:58:27
Age group: 23/58
Female: 125/357
Overall: 371/798
Ok, is that enough? Are you sick of me yet?  How were all your runs and races this weekend?  How do you all manage your routine post race to ensure a good recovery?

Monday, October 10, 2011

20 Miles to Taper - The Day I Was Like Dean (Part 1)

Well, I made it, 20 MILES AND TAPER! Take that Marathon! ;) I'm not going to lie though, it was not easy to get there...let's just say I feel I have earned this taper.

Now, for those of you who want the full on report here is how I made it to TAPER TIME (can't believe taper time is here already).  Yesterday, I ran the Long Beach Island 18 miler (and made it 20 for the epic 20 to taper). I had signed up for this race back in August when I found out Keri and her dad were running it too.  Sure, I knew I would be hours behind her (that amazing speedy lady, clinched first in her age group and 8th female, amazing) but I could not help take on the challenge.   And a challenge it was.

First off, to actually run this race we had to travel from Boston to NJ and then to Long Beach Island, NJ.  It only took an awful 6 hours to drive from Boston to NJ Friday night and another 2 hours to get to LBI on Sunday. But enough of the driving and complaining.  Let's get to the race, which started yesterday morning at the awful time of 10:30.  Maybe 10:30 on October 9th is usually an ok time for a race, but yesterday it was not.  Because yesterday, as my dad noted, felt like a day in mid-August.  Long Beach Island, is in fact a beach and this race was one straight shot.  Literally, one flat paved street for 18 full miles.  It was not boring though, it had great fan support for a small race and a bunch of fun shops to look at and amazingly tons of butterflies (I think I counted 20 over the race - one for each mile).  The only problem was it was HOT - it was about 83 degrees out, but felt hotter given the fact that you were on the pavement, right by a beach, with absolutely NO shade.  Add in some wind and some salty air and you have a recipe for the disaster.

So what was the plan and how did I become like Dean? Well, besides the fact that I felt like I was running in Death Valley, I also had a complete support team and boy did I need it.  Aaron rollerbladed next to me. I love when he is able to do that as he encourages me, keeps me going, tweets for me, and of course provides me much needed nutrition and hydration!! My dad drove alongside in the car and would stop and give extra water and take tons of pictures.  It was a dangerous job, some jerk almost hit him.  But he told him, whats what - Go Dad! Thus I was just like Dean plus to add some good measure, I downloaded Dean's 50 by 50  book and listened for the first 20 minutes for my warm-up two miles.  Ironically, or in my favor, Dean talked about running a marathon on a very hot 80 degree day and the need to adjust your time - this absolutely helped me not beat myself up mentally later on in the run.

Ok, so finally, get to the point, Steph!  At 10:05, I was off (after lots of water, stretching, and too many bathroom stops),  my plan was to do 2 miles before the race and just have to do the 18 (just 18, you know) after, so off I went.  Before I knew it, two miles were over and I was at the starting line.  I saw Keri at the starting line and wished her good luck and moved to the back of the line, and then with a lot of hooting from the runners, the race began.  The reason Aaron and my dad could easily follow and help me was because the race was on one street that had two lanes on both sides.  Only one lane was closed to runners and with about 1000 runners, this was enough.  There was more than enough room for Aaron and my Dad drove along in various spots.  Thus, soon after we started, I saw Aaron, he just rolled up besides me and I was all smiles to see him.  The plan was to have water or nuun every 2 miles and a Gu or Shot Bloks every hour.  Seems smart, right?  Uh, not in 85 degree weather.


At the start, all smiles, for now

The first 10 miles were great!! I was all smiles.  My pace felt easy around 9 min miles and I was in my happy place. I realized that I just kept smiling and things were good.  I was wearing my Go Steph shirt and people loved it and kept screaming my name.  But they did not love my shirt as much as they loved Aaron's (and I can't blame them, this is my all time favorite good luck race tee-shirt).  Check it out:


Can you find me in this?? See my arm, I am totally drafting behind Aaron right now...


There were soo many comments and reactions about this:
- Who's the b*tch - I pointed to me to answer, happened a ton
-What a great team
-You said it not me
-This is a family race (oopss?!)
-A mom covering a child's eyes 


On these last two comments, we always contemplate this shirt but feel those who can read it, know what the word is already and those who are too young to read it, are in the clear)


-Some people would also remark that Aaron on rollerblades was cheating - he would respond, would I be going this slow if I was cheating.  I was like haha, hey wait, what? that slow?!? HOW RUDE lol

The best was probably this crazy enthusiastic guys who kept walking and cheering me on saying "Come on you crazy B*tch, go go you crazy B*tch."  Ok I usually do not not like being referred to such a manner, but it was hilarious yesterday.  The only thing that was hard was that I kept having to walk, yes walk, and it is so hard to walk through people cheering you on.  There was also this woman I kept going back and forth with on the run. Whenever we would pass each other, she would yell come on Speedster Steph. Thanks lady, you rock!



Ok, so back to this walking.  Yes, I admit it and I am NOT ashamed, yesterday, I had to walk a ton. I had to do, what I had to do, to finish.  And that was that.  I know how hard to push my body (at least I think) but sometimes my body says Shut up you crazy B*tch, it is freaking hot as hell out here and we will have no more.  I think my downfall was not that I went out too fast but that I did not adjust early enough (like Dean warned me) for the heat.   Ooo Dean, when will I learn?  The plan of hydrating every 2 miles was also probably not great given the heat.  I first knew I was in trouble because by Mile 10, I was all salt and no sweat plus I had no need to pee (a clear sign of dehydration for me) - at this point I immediately started to drink more and add in nuun.  But it was too late.  And it just resulted in an awful side stitch for Mile 12-14 = lots of walking and a really bad right quad cramp (which I am hoping to deal with today via the elliptical and foam roller).  Some woman suggested that if I had a side cramp, lie down on the pavement to move things around.  I seriously considered this but then was worried I would never get back up, so I opted to just stick my arm up in the air and stretch till the cows came home.

Walking & Drinking lalala


For this part of the run, I kept with the walking and running as much as I could. I had Shot Bloks at an hour (which I cut in half the day before and swallowed them whole during the race, are you proud Dean? - its not a pizza, but almost?)  By 1 hr 41 mins into it (like how I can give you down to the minute), I knew I needed more and despite the fact that a GU sounded pretty awful in this heat, I wanted the nutrition and the caffeine so I tore open a Chocolate GU and went to town again with a bunch of walking.  Each time I would stop, I would feel pretty bad about it and Aaron's skates would come to a screeching halt, I felt defeated, especially when people were cheering me on.  Aaron threatened to take the Garmin away and I fantasied about throwing it off, but it helped me synchronize walking and drinking breaks.


Anyway by Mile 14, I had settled into a decent enough walk/run pattern.  The cramp in my side had settled, sort of, allowing me to do a bit more running or shuffling or whatever it was that I was doing.  At Mile 15ish, I told Aaron that I needed my running buddy's help.  He had been tweeting along the way and was very creative with his tweets.  I told him, tell her I am in trouble and need help.  She, of course, responded rapidly with take more shot bloks, walk through the water stops.  I listened.  Well, I tried.  By Mile 15, food and I were no longer friends (not a good thing).  So I kept drinking, tried a shot blok or two, and ran on allowing myself to stop and drink water and walk about every mile or so.

Then we made it to Mile 17 (for me 19),  the furthest I had ever been was 18, so success already.  But I had this.  We were sooo close.  I told myself that there was no way in hell that I was walking at all this last mile.  It was only a mile and I was going to get there in style.  I thought of Coach Cane's wife (yes I am a Ali On the Run Blog stalker) and how she pushed Ali, I thought of my mantras along the way - yesterday's were "20 miles to taper" and one from a cancer walk - "blisters don't require chemo."  I snapped my running bracelet to keep me going and I put one foot in front of the other thinking about my speed work and how I have done a mile a million times.  Before Mile 19, we just kept saying this is only a 10K, this is only a Squirrel Run (5 miler), this is only a PT workout at home, this is only an episode of the Kennedy's.  And finally we knew the end was near because of this...

Can you tell that this is the Grim Reeper - with a sign saying "The End is Near" haha

And also these bright orange cones rounded us through to the end.  Now the whole time this race was one straight shot, at the last 1/2 mile you make your first freakin turn.  All I can think is I remember being scared that I was going to turn into a hill, just like Falmouth Road Race, and then we turned, and I saw it . . .

Is this post long enough? If you care enough tune it tomorrow please :)

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Happy Fall Friday & First Blogger Award

Its that time again, Fall Friday!!!  I thought I would make this Fall Friday a combination with the Blogger Award I just received.  Check this out


It is my first blogger award ever!!!  Thanks Lizzy!! And the deal with this award is you have to tell three things about yourself and then pass on to five other bloggers.  So I am going to do it Fall style - what other way is there really?!?  So without further ado:

1) I love Fall.  Duh?!? And why?!?  Well so many reasons but largely because of the LEAVES!  It is just miraculous watching these leaves change.  This past weekend Aaron and I made our yearly trip up to the White Mountains to see the leaves.  I am like a kid on Christmas when we go up there, between squealling and clapping. I love my leaves!  If you can, I highly recommend going to the White Mountains in NH, there is nothing like it.




I told you, I love love LOVE leaves!!!!  But look at this view....

2)  I possibly have the best Grandparents in the world who came all the way from NJ to come hang out with me for the weekend in Massachusetts and help me decorate my house in full out fall decor (more on this next week but just a little preview).



3) Hmmm...what else? Next week is my October 15th part (more next week) and it is a big fall bash (feel free to come if you are in the area) but I need good fall food recipes.  I am a good cook, but I confess my husband is better than me these days!  Tell me some good recipes for my party please and seriously if you are in the Boston area and want to come, let me know!!!

CHALLLAHH!!

My Nominations

Samantha at Because I Can


Lesley at Race it Off


Heidi at RunAroundARoo


Well, Happy Fall Friday to all!!! Let me know, what is everyone up to this weekend?  Good luck to my ladies running - special shout out to the Chicago Runners especially Mary & Tina these ladies rock.  I am doing an 18 mile race this weekend and turing it into 20.  So nervous!! Give me some encouragement and love!! :)

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Dean Karnazes & Pink Berry

Last night was the night I have been waiting for since I registered for this event in oh late July.  Nope it was not an awesome night time half marathon or a wedding or anything like that, actually this was even better, well maybe not better than a wedding, but you get the picture!!! Last nigh, I went to North Face/Marathon Sports' Speaker Series Edition featuring none other than the Ultra Marathon Man himself, Dean Karnazes.

Last spring, my then running buddy introduced me to this guy and I pretty much went wild for him to say the least.  He has been my inspiration.  If Dean can run a marathon in the South Pole, I can surely run one in Washington, D.C.  I often read a chapter or a few pages of one of Dean's books the night before a big run and find myself using his words for courage and inspiration the next day.

If you are not familiar with Dean, it is time to come into the light because this man is amazing!  Not only has he run 200 person relays as a one man team, run inside the White House, and run 100 mile races, he has also run 50 marathons in 50 states in 50 days!  The man is just utterly amazing.  Now, I don't necessarily see myself running any Western State 100 milers in the near future.  But I still find so much hope and inspiration from this man nonetheless.  Absolutely check out his book or should I say books, dvds, blogs - you name it.  Its a good thing because I can't get enough of Dean K a.k.a Karno.

So anyway, Aaron and I sped drove safely into Boston last night for this event and splurged on the costly tickets - $20 each - for the special reserved seating and cocktail hour beforehand.   As we made our way into the cocktail hour, luck was with me, and in walked Dean.  I debated for a second whether to intrude or to just go for it and talk to him right then just as he was getting settled.  I couldn't help it.  This was my chance!!  So I went for it, what can I say I am not shy.  There I was telling Dean how much I loved him and essentially how obsessed I was with him.  Let us just lay it all out on the table, shall we ;).  He signed my books and even took a picture with me.



As I walked away, I said to Aaron, I just gushed.  He replied "Yea, you did, you would have pretty much slept with him."  I decided to take the high road "I never gush!"  Aaron agreed.  Then I pretty much stood around watching Dean talk to others until I realized that I did not get a poster like everyone else. And then like the sucker fan I am snuck in with my friend to ask Dean for the poster too.  I am such a wonderful running loser :)

The rest of the night went wonderfully.  We went to Dean's speech and he was absolutely amazing.  Of course.   And to end the night, we did it perfectly - hit up Pink Berry.  A perfect way to end the night.  And that's that.


Of course today was not as good, until I got home and got this....and then this...Clif graciously sent me some awesome yummy treats for training :) :)